been a while

I haven't been on here in a LOONNNGGG time and I felt the urge to blog. :) So I'm almost done with my summer deployment...one week approx until I'm home. Which I'm not going to lie I am very excited about going home.
I'm not excited about what awaits me. Why fight something when it seems the decision has already been made for you? Why hang on when it seems or appears it doesn't want you... Who know two months could flip turn what you thought was going to happen around so quickly...but that's life I supposse. Never know what's around the next corner. Some people are strong, some are weak. Some can handle situations, some can't. Some can trust, some accuse.
Guess I'll find out when I get home, what I'm really going home too...